I've had close to the crappiest 6 months of my life and it's starting to get to me. I've had my trach in and out FIVE time in the last 24 hours. I think I finally got it in right. I've got something on the right side of my actual trachea, (the natural trachea in my neck) that looks like cartilege or something. It was pushing the trach out too far and sideways, causing tremendos pain. Which is turn causes pain to go all the way up in to my right ear, and gives me a horrible headache. I feel like poo, and my attitude is matching today. I'm exhausted, the Fosamax makes me feel like crap the day after I take it, and I just ache all over. I'm down to 10mgs daily of Prednisone, so I'm praying the aches aren't from that.
I just overwhelmed and sick of it all.
Please pray for me today.