Sick

I refrained from posting til now because my mood was so ugly I thought I might scare some people off. Or even scare myself. Somethings are too raw even for me to post. (I know, shocking!)

So right now I have a migraine...probably a sinus infection. I've been sick for freakin' EVER. Had pheresis 5 weeks ago; felt like crap every day since then except about 3. Then last Tuesday night got the sorest throat I've had in years. Now I have the crud. My head is about to explode.

Ya know, MOST days I appreciate still being of sound mind (although some of you who know me REALLY well may beg to differ about the "sound" part). But today I'm thinking, other than the horror for my family (which would suck), why can't I just be bat-sh!t crazy and not KNOW I'm sick?

Whatever. I'm going to eat some soup and go back to bed. Hopefully the doc will call in the ONE antibiotic I can take so I don't have to go back in and expose myself to more of the cesspool of life.